This past week has been quite interesting in the boyfront…
My Denver boyfriend has been texting me up the wazoo to come and visit me. Who is Denver boyfriend? He is this guy I met 3 New Years ago when I went to Denver to celebrate New Years. I had never been to Denver and my girlfriend was going there to visit some friends and to see Wide Spread Panic, a band she has followed all over the country to see for New Years.
I arrived New Years Eve to a house hold of party goers. We were actually staying at Denver boyfriend’s house. He and my girlfriend had been friends for years when they both lived in Atlanta.
I thought Denver boy was adorable. He had the curliest blondest hair I had ever seen on a guy! He was so sweet and had a little accent, southern accent…
We all went to the concert and it was decided that Denver boy and I would pretend to be boyfriend and girlfriend throughout the whole evening and we’d kiss whenever possible. Perfect plan! Until I became drunkenly sick and had to stay worshipping the porcelain goddess after the concert…
Denver boy and I did end up sleeping in the same bed the next night. No hanky panky, just a little cuddling. I guess the cuddling sealed the deal because he loves me to bits!
We saw each other again a few months later at the Coachella event. We were all part of the Wild Turkey Bonanza. He and I were in a contest to see who could kiss the most people… Guess who won that contest??? ME!!!! We once again ended up sleeping next to each other our last night at the concert, still no hanky panky…
It has been roughly 2 years since he and I have seen each other. We text and talk occassionally but nothing serious. He quit smoking for me, so he says and he went back to school to become a nurse because I need a man with a career! He always says he wants to come out to see me, to consumate our relationship but has yet to get on a plane…
I received a text message from him a few days before Christmas. He asked me if the weekend of Feb 15th would work for me because he wanted to celebrate his birthday, the 16th with me. I told him the days what he wants to come out don’t really work because I have to work BUT if he could move it a few days, it would work out perfectly. He said he couldn’t but would figure something out! It was thought perhaps, he could come out during his springbreak but that’s not until middle of March and that would be too far away!
Last night I get a message saying he is booking his flight for Feb 16th until the 21st to come out and visit me. OH MY!!! It is actually happening!!!!!
He said for me to try to remain single until then because he wants me all to himself the few days he is here. I said I would try to be monogamous to only myself!
To which his response was this: You know what I mean. Maybe I should move there and date you for a couple of years then chest on you or lie and we can break up like all the other squares
Me: Why would you cheat on me???
Him: I never would. But I don’t suppose you’d ever be my girlfriend either.
Me: You never know….
Him: It’s not a question of want, but of being realistic. We don’t want to move. I may tho
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. Want to sometimes. Just not sure when. But I love the beach….
Me: True realistically… But there are times I fantasize about living somewhere else….
Thus reality hits us in the face. We don’t want to move and if we really wanted to be with each other, one of us would have moved by now.
It will be interesting when he comes out. I might be a bit nervous to spend 3 days alone with him… Perhaps locked up in my apartment? Perhaps finding activities to do outside that distracts from the real reason why he will be coming to see me… To actually see if we have chemistry beyond the flirting and teasing…
And what happens when he leaves and we have consummated our relationship? Does he become another notch on my bedpost? Does he go into rotation? Another guy that I want but can’t really have because he lives in Denver but might move to California to be with me? And if he does move here and we do become something, what happens if it goes wrong and then I will feel guilty for him having moved here. And does it alter our friendship because sex always changes a relationship…
Ok I’ll think about it when February hits… Right now all I can think about is where I’ll be celebrating the New Year and how many guys I can make out with…..